Ruby, I recommend that on Monday (unless you are scheduled to work all day then do it the first day you are off) you call around and see if there are any other clinics with earlier therapist appointments, also call that clinic you talked to earlier and see if anything else is available earlier. Call your GP or if you don’t have one, call your insurance and ask to recommend you one so you can have regular GP. GPs can help you with locating a therapist/psychiatrist etc Please make it your priority

Even though it’s probably possibly to find a man who’d engage in all kind of fantasies and even though it’s not unheard of for adults to act as babies in their private lives, this is not something your work place would care about or need to know about. You cannot be full time baby at work. You likely will not be able to be a full time baby at home either. You live with your parents and it’s likely not something they’ll tolerate. Am I right?

Asking your current GM about your previous GM is asking for trouble. Please just stop asking about him.

Focus on getting help at the moment. Even if you must wait for an appointment.