I am so blue. Another problem has been added to my list of issues: Multiple Sclerosis. Diagnosed after 1 week hospital stay (which I can't afford). MS along with major depression is my battle. I cannot return to work because it is an oppressive and hostile environment. I am so darn sad and don't know where to turn. I am hopeless. Hopeless, confused, and don't know where to turn, what to do. I had been staying afloat financially, but I can't do it anymore - and without a job on the horizon, I feel I am on a sinking ship. I don't know how to help myself - I can't believe in 5 years I've gone from this independant, smart, fun-loving women to a totally depressed, sick, and mentally and physically exhausted women.