I cried during church today as I have every Sunday for the past two months. It’s so embarrassing to lose control like that. As I mentioned on the “sensitivity” thread, every message has triggered me because they seem to hit me in my pain about my son’s estrangement. Today’s message was, “Does God give us too much to handle?” For me, the answer is, “Yes!” I’m sinking in spite of meds, my pdoc trying to help, and weekly therapy. Not sure what I can do. I’m sorry if this post is triggering for people. It’s not intentional. I just need to get this out.