Yeah I was going to mention that when another poster accused me of having sensory processing difficulties. I too studied sensory motor development as it pertains to childhood in college. I never imagined some random stranger on the internet was going to speculate on my own childhood. I do know shortly before I went back on medication I lay in my neighbors hammock that she had hung for her autistic son and found it quite soothing. Many conditions can look the same on the surface. It is interesting that an anti-convulsant can treat a mood disorder.