I’m waiting for my dumb ramen to get delivered by Amazon. In the meantime I stopped at a gas station and a Walgreens looking for Quest peanut butter cups. I couldn’t find them at either place. That specific kind of ramen and peanut butter protein cups are the only things I’m interested in eating. So I’m just sitting here really hungry until the ramen gets here which may not be until 10PM. I’m probably just gonna have to make some other kind since I have a ton of variety. Then I’ll have to go out to the Vitamin Shoppe in the morning since they seem to be the only place that has them. Atkins and Slim Fast make them too but the protein is only 2grams. So why not just eat a regular Reese’s for that amount of protein and work it into your diet.

And I just got an email from Baskin Robbins telling me about the promotion that the employees at the one I went to this morning had no idea what I was talking about.

Whatever.

But my anxiety isn’t bad today after the 2 Valium at one time at noon.

Edit: I ate soy sauce ramen instead. Now both my hunger and anxiety are under control. I honestly couldn’t tell the difference as usual. I think it was just hunger though. I’m still super low on calories but too lazy and not hungry to eat anything else.

Edit again: my anxiety is still pretty sucky. I’ve taken an extra Valium at least 5 times. Which means I am now short a few days. This PMDD isn’t as bad as it usually is, I’m not even really realizing I’m dealing with PMS. It’s there though. But not like it has been this year.