Yes, I can live with myself. Even if this all falls apart, I can live with myself.

If we stay together, that may be harder. I'm struggling to accept a LOT of things. I feel I've been pushed to my limits. I'm finding it very hard to look past stuff.

What am I looking for? A chance to talk openly with mature people about something that really sucks. People where anything I say it doesn't come back on her personally, like if I talked in person to someone we know.

I also don't want to look like the self professed hero to any friends or family.

Sometimes you need a bit of assurance, you know?

Just trying to be real, and be solid.

RDM