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Originally Posted by bizi
please be careful with the geodon.don't mess with your doses unless your doctor says it is ok. I got off of mine it was at the highest dose 80mg twice a day. Coming off of it was very difficult, I was psychotic for weeks. When I came home after that month hubby said I came home too early.
last year I was hospital one month then IOP Intensive out patient for 5 weeks until I finally saw that it was no longer helping me and I needed to go home and work on my business. I needed to get back to work.
I say all of this because I can relate to you, it is no fun having the police come and take you away. And then being tethered in 5 way restraints.
no fun at all.
bizi
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Last night I took 180. Two 80’s and a 20. Which is what I’m supposed to take but I took it all at night. Then I took an extra melatonin and an extra Valium at the same time. It legit helped with my anxiety though. I fell into this deep sleep for 9 or 10 hours straight. Thanks for your concern and I’m sorry that happened to you.
I often kinda liked? 5 point restraints and I would tell one of my therapists how I wanted to go to the hospital just to be restrained. But if I use my weighted blankets I’d feel better. And she said “yeah then it’s a sensory issue.” So now whenever I feel like that I use my weighted blankets and it helps. I also got a weighted vest too which helps with the feeling of wanting a chest restraint. I did have my legs restrained during surgery in June for safety reasons. So I wouldn’t fall.
But what would happen if I was legit honest with my therapist about my med situation and also my food restriction which are both connected? I’m worried she’ll switch me to someone else or send me IP or to IOP when I’m trying to get back to work. If this delta thing doesn’t get out of hand that is. Being switched to someone else is why I didn’t tell my other therapist for so long about my issues.