I’m trying today but it’s hard. I got a therapy session set up for tomorrow morning. I plan on telling her everything. I’m not sure how she’ll react since this is only our second session. I keep getting these intrusive bad memories and I’m not sure why. I thought I was ok with my past. But lately I’ve been having these starring spells because I’m remembering something that happened in 2007 or something and then I have to claw myself back to the right now. It’s been happening a lot. But today I’m just trying to survive. I haven’t watched the news in several days because I don’t want to know how bad things are in the world.