So Sorry That Life is being so difficult! Please Do not give up! Hopefully the interviews will go well. Try to do your best. So Sorry the guy said no but at least he has been Honest i think. Now it may be time to move on. i think you're strong and that you can handle this. Please do keep us updated if you want to if possible. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm to BOTH you, @indigo1015, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!