I’m on a waiting list. There’s 3 people ahead of me. So I don’t know what that means as in when I’ll actually be seeing her. But I looked at her online profile and she checks off all the boxes of stuff I have issues with.

I’m just worried about continuing to work with the one I’m currently working with and then having an incredibly hard time switching over because we have developed this client therapist strictly therapy relationship. Being done with transference T and never seeing her again still ****s with me mentally sometimes. Now I’m worried it’s gonna happen again. And that was brutal switching especially since I switched to an unprofessional therapist. It really affected my mental health for a long time.

I’m just worried about it happening again and having another 4 months of feeling miserable.

But my mom agrees with my T and my mom doesn’t think it’s worth it to work with someone who’s not qualified to help me with the issues I’m having.