Today it’s been more physical then mental health. Although there were a lot of mental health things to be anxious about. I thought I was getting a cold this morning. But then it was ok after I woke up. Now I’m just tired and a bit washed out but it looks like I have another UTI. So that’s probably why I feel crappy physically. I just can’t seem to get these under control. I’m trying to keep it hidden from my mom so I hope she doesn’t notice the frequent bathroom trips I’ve been making all day. She’s in the bathroom now and I hope she doesn’t see the positive test I just did thats in the garbage.

My therapist just says I have Health anxiety. Yeah I know I do. Although I’m also worried I have some kind of treatment resistance UTI. But I see two doctors on Wednesday and Thursday who I hope will do exams and lab work.