Thank you Desoxyn. I know you guys care. You wrote such a beautiful response to me. I cried a little. I think I'm just so tired of holding it all together. I am falling apart. I might need a few days in the hospital. I don't want to go but maybe they would adjust my meds or something helpful. Maybe just having the break and having nothing to do but sit in their stupid classes and watch the nonsense on TV. I'll try to hold it together though. I'm supposed to go see my sister and some of her kids Thursday through Saturday. I don't want to let the kids down. HUGS Desoxyn. Thanks for being you!