Dear T,
Major internal battle on whether to reach out to you right now or not... I know you won't read/reply till the morning (well, maybe you'd read before, but wouldn't reply till morning). Maybe I should just let myself contact you? I mean, I'm sort of a mess...
Love,

LT

ETA: I caved. Be kind, and please don't be annoyed or like, "Well, you're seeing R tomorrow, just talk to her about it," as I haven't seen her in 2 years and don't have the same trust built up.