I was super annoyed this morning. But I kept it to myself. My doctors appointment went great. But in the waiting room I was with all these pregnant women or women who just had babies and some of their husbands were with them. So I felt self conscious and out of place. But the nurses and doctors were very professional and showed zero judgement. Then I just hurried down the stairs after my appointment and I didn’t see if anyone was looking at me. But I got the answers I wanted and were surprised to get so easily.

Now I’m trying to cope with massive Valium resistant anxiety. I took a zofran and then my 20 Geodon and I ate crackers and I’m trying to rewind. I ate today but I’m still low on calories. But I’m trying.