I know I told you that you didn't need to reply to my emails right away, that I am ok with having said what I said, that I want you to take some time to consider it all, but I had secretly hoped that you might reply tonight. I do hope that you will reply at some point. I am ok with this sitting there, kind of. I do think that it needs time to be mulled over. I do think it needs the space that you are trying to find. But it still feels uncomfortable. I know you will know that. I'm hopeful that as we always said, somehow we will find a way. I'm just not sure what that way is anymore.