Beth, I wish you the best.

I had ECT last week and it seems to have especially impacted my memory this month. I continue to feel lost and confused at work. I think it's because of that I'm a fair bit depressed. Then I wonder if my desire to quit work is coming from the depression. ... Where are the answers in life? I don't need life to be easy, but I'd like to know why things are the way they are. ... and how to deal with everything.