Is anyone having trouble just buying stuff in general? I’m not sure if it’s a high demand shortage in labor type thing or what. But I couldn’t get that Mountain Dew I wanted. A couple things I had in my cart at Macy’s didn’t work out because they sold out. I went to 2 Goodwills and they had nothing. Today Sonics line was wrapped around the building because of 50 cent corn dogs. The vitamin shoppe was out of stuff I wanted. Now I’m trying to order online and their site is down. I don’t get it. This hasn’t happened to me before. At least not all at one time.

I saw my new primary doctor. He was nice and will see me as a primary but he said I need to go to a an endocrinologist for the trans stuff to get my shots prescribed. So he sent the referral over to that office. Which is in the same building so I know they take my insurance. He said he’s really good with working with trans people. But I have an appointment set up with my new primary in January. My Pdoc was surprised my old primary could be both a primary and prescribe my shots.

So I’m just waiting around for the call from the gynecologist about the surgery and about the referral to the endocrinologist. I asked the doctor what a good weight for me is. And he said if I lose 15-20 pounds that would be good. So I honestly don’t get why I’m being told I have an ED and then also being told that I need to lose weight. He said I’m just barely in the overweight category and almost in the obese category. I’m kinda suspecting my current therapist is just secretly transphobic and her polite way of saying it was “I don’t have any experience with trans people. It’s more complex then I thought. Plus you have this “ED.” I can’t work with.

But I will for sure talk to her on Monday about the whole ED thing and what I was told today by my doctor.

So far the medical side of things in my new town has been good. But the mental health side has been iffy. But I think it’s like that anywhere you live.

I’m switching from eating ramen noodles to Cheerios. I’m concerned about how much ramen I’ve been eating and I saw on a commercial that Cheerios can help lower your cholesterol. And mine is bad and I doubt eating ramen every day is helping it.

Edit: ok I just now got the vitamin shoppe thing to work. But I wish people who were able to buy the Mountain Dew weren’t being douches to the people who couldn’t get it. God I hate Reddit.

My cousin had her baby this morning. It was a scheduled c section and people are worried for her because she had it done in something or other. Not a surrogate but the other kind. And she doesn’t have a partner. So people are concerned that she just had a c section and how she will handle everything without a partner. I have faith in her but other people aren’t sure. She has her 2 sisters my other cousins but one has a less then one year old and the other is clueless when it comes to kids. Her mom (my uncle and aunt had a very bad divorce) and my uncle can help but all these people who can help have jobs too. So people are freaking out a bit for her. But she had a girl and I couldn’t imagine her having a boy.