Not much of a day so far. Just did some light shopping. I plan on a bike ride later unless something else comes up. There had been some days, since I left my job, that have been like that. I planned on my ride and then ended up staying in because of having to make important phone calls suddenly.

I woke up this morning with heavy thoughts about the future as to what will happen to or for me. Having dreaded thoughts like how will I handle being very ill and alone. I'm fine now but I'll never know when my health will take a tumble. And then I think about, when I pass away, how will that be handled?

Right now I'm waiting on a payment that was supposed to have arrived last week, but there had been some problems with the processing of it. That has sent me into a real whirl and it feels like a wake-up-call.