So Sorry! Please Do not give up! Do you want to Share more about what happened? i don't want to judge you. Please remember that everyone has some Value and i think you're no exception. Please treat yourself with respect. Everyone deserves to be Loved. Hugs. Love. i agree with the wise and wonderful Thirty shades that if other people tell you that it may be more a reflection of them than it does you although i don't think anyone's worthless - just people whom may think they are and in some cases project it to others. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @mountainstream, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!