Welcome to PC. Hope you find us helpful and supportive. Have you thought of pursuing career counselling. Not sure how it works where you're at, but here there are social service agencies that specialize in helping people figure out career options - I think that the Y has some programs. and I'm sure there's one of those somewhere in NY.

It's really hard when everything is in limbo & you don't know what you're going to do next. I'm just coming out of a kind of protracted job search that was probably made worse / longer than it could have been by my emotional issues. It wasn't until I got in a better headspace that I started to get sent for jobs by recruiters & do better in interviews.

Good luck.

--splitimage