I am so sorry for your loss, Miss Laura. My mother died 5 years ago and I know it is a very difficult situation to deal with.
Just wanted to say, if there's anything to say at this time: talk about her. With your family, with your friends, remember her and her life. I found many people want to avoid the subject because they think it is insensitive to bring up death, but the best way to keep your loved one present and honoured is to remember the impact and the joy she gave you all.
Wishing you strength