I've also been feeling suicidal, even planning. I hope Abilify works for me. I've been waiting 2 days for psychiatrist to submit the request to CVS pharmacy for Abilify. Nothing. I called the office today. He called me to apologize.

I'm so tired of these cycles. It's a nightmare to be so suicidal & depressed for a few days to a few weeks, like I weigh a million pounds and can't do anything, then feeling a little happy for a few days. Something's wrong with my brain. I've tried zoloft, wellbutrin, lexapro antidepressants. They aren't working. Seroquel hasn't working.