I think everyone is a little afraid of getting better. I know I was. My twisted logic was kind of like, what if I get better and my life still sucks and I'm lonely, Plus change of any kind is just scary.

I don't define myself as fully well yet, but I'm definitely doing a lot better than I was a year and a half ago. I'm sober, I'm not depressed, I'm not self injuring, I'm starting to meet people, and I'm starting to try to tackle some of my negative cognitions about myself that keep me isolated.

you don't know where your healing journey will take you - but don't be afraid of it, because it might be wonderful.

--splitimage