Thanks Corbie. It is all still very very fresh, yes, sometimes I expect myself too be ok with things really quickly. Sometimes I forget that thoughts, feelings, emotions, ideas and paths all can take a while to.... Materialise? Not sure how to explain it.

I had an email back from T. Not sure how I feel about it straight away, but my immediate feelings are not absolutely awful, so maybe that is something.

She said,

Dear xx

I understand. I will take a proper break for now.

Thank you for understanding whilst at the same time using your voice for Teenage One, she deserves that, and I will leave the light on for her and continue to watch the moon.

Time for you and time for your book (I am writing a book about my therapy journey) sound good right now. I will get back to you in the coming months.

Take care,

T