Dear K,

Why? I just need to know why. What happened in that session. What did I say or do that prompted that decision from you? What was going through your mind at the time? Why?

You said thank you for understanding, but the thing is I really don't. I really don't understand. It doesn't make any sense.

I had that thing this morning, where you wake up from sleep and for the first minute or two you feel peace. Like all is well with the world. And then you remember. You remember that actually it has been turned on its head.