I don't know you, but obviously you are loved here. I basically avoid people to keep myself safe fom criticism. I was chased away from this site about a year ago by a fellow who commented after every one of my posts with a sarcastic remark & I'm a middle-aged nice (I think) woman who happens to have bipolar who came here to receive support & give support so I left for a year & am now just venturing back. I told the mods & I guess he was bothering other people, too.

But, I withdraw. I really don't want people to honestly tell me they hate me. M husband told me 1 1/2 years ago that he no longer found me sexually attractive due to the weight I had gained on my psych meds so I attempted suicide with an OD--still shaky after that (bipolar I). So for me, honesty, is really scary & actually should be avoided at all costs-Suzy