Mentally,I feel a lot better. I only took the Ativan once, but I know it's there, if I need it. That gives me a feeling of security. I don't get anxious very often, but I did just have a few days of severe anxiety over the first half of this week. It felt horrible. The doctor I saw 2 days ago was very helpful.

I'm still very anemic, but the blood transfusion did help. I made a pot of chili yesterday, which felt like a big accomplishment. My goal today is to straighten the living room and do some laundry. I know now that when I feel the need to rest, it doesn't mean I'm giving in to depression. The anemia is still pretty bad.