Hi Deb,
Any way you could take your laptop down into the kitchen with you while you're cooking? I'm glad you're ok, but it sounds as if you're really beating yourself up about this and it was only a mistake. If we ruminate about all the potential "what ifs" of every situation, we'll drive ourselves over the edge.

Congrats on the one year anniversary! You have just survived one helluva year!
Blessings,
Okie