I’ve been hanging on today. I lost it a bit this morning but my mom and I agreed to a compromise. The rest of the day I was fine with my visible moods and anxiety. I wasn’t productive though and I’m not really sure how to be productive for the foreseeable future. I can’t go back to work right now which I really want to do and I’m working on my weight issue. The only projects I have to do is I have to hang up pictures in my room. Everything I own is clean and organized. Nothing is a mess. I just can’t find anyway to be productive. The TV shows I watch I should probably save for when I’m recovering. I have a few books but I’m not sure I can concentrate on them.

It’s just tough. I’m not bored I just feel kind of guilty I can’t find anything to do.