It depends how long it was for. If it was more than a few weeks I think I couldn't stay connected to him in a way that would work for me.

Even when we have planned holidays and stuff I can feel myself drifting off, wondering what it's all for. Some kind of abandonment...confirmation of how much I don't mean to him. I think it's fair if you feel upset no matter what the reason. When this ends I'm not looking for another therapist, I don't think there's any point.