I was so desperate for sleep I took 4 melatonin gummies, 2 80 Geodon, and a 60. Plus a 5th Valium for anxiety. And they didn’t do much. I fell asleep around 7:30 and I woke up at 11:30. I’m not sure I’ll be able to get back to sleep. Lately when I’m up I’m up regardless of what time it is. I don’t want to take anything else because I’m really nauseated. I assume from all the meds.

I just took a zofran. So hopefully that helps with the nausea. I had the pain and bleeding again. It freaked me out so I explained to my mom through text that it was there tonight and that I knew how it was happening but I didn’t want to talkj about it because it was personal but that my 2 doctors and one of my therapists knew. And she said “hopefully we”ll get this fixed soon.