First in-person session with Dr. T in his office today since mid-March 2020 (so 16 months--I did meet with him outside once in early June). Feeling nervous about it. Doesn't help that he's just back from a week away. I'll have to sit in a different seat than usual. And I guess I'll need to bring my own tissues? He never said anything about that, but I'll be prepared, I guess. And a ziploc bag to throw them away in. Because I'm pretty sure I'll end up crying at some point. I know we won't be wearing masks in his office. Unsure what other changes there might be (aside from the obvious not shaking his hand). Just...anxious.