I'm a puddle of mush atm, really. Well, in regards to this.

I got hired at a grocery store.


They gave me more hours than I asked for, for training. They scheduled me where I'd asked not to be scheduled. I'm also scheduled for my first day on Wednesday - It's a 6 hour evening shift. Then I will be working 6 more hours the next morning. That is insane to me. I haven't worked in 8 years. I'm already overwhelmed.


I did express in my interview that I haven't worked in a long time, and that I'd like to ease back into it.

I know I need to have a conversation with my supervisor, with more details, but I really...I just want to quit. I've been procrastinating calling her.


I do need a job. I'm not happy where I live or my life situation, and I feel a job will make my life better, in the long run. But I don't know. I already have anxiety about starting. I would not call this easing back into work.