I had a rough night (in my time zone.) My blood pressure was super high and I had extreme pain in my chest. It lasted for an hour and I thought it wasn't going to stop. My medicine worked after an hour and I sent a message to our family group chat about what happened. I had a preview of what's going to happen if I ever needed to go to the hospital. My parents would try and see me. My sister would have to take a day off from work and leave her family.


Of course, as selfish as it may sound, just letting myself have a heart attack crossed my mind, but I wouldn't risk it seeing how much trouble it could have caused.