I typed out a long mess about what happened with my NP appt today and it went poof.. I hate when that happens..

Anyway she is leaving my meds and Xanax alone, She said based on the Email Richard sent and him having a talk about me to her last week , she is comfortable leaving everything as is.. HUGE relief.. I just hope it stays that way.

So I got in the car and had a huge break down in tears, knowing for at least 3 months I wont have to worry (as much)

I feel better but my anxiety is still huge. I hope that it will start to ease or at least Bipolar can spit me out the other side, the sooner the better.

I hope everyone is having a good start of the week


I want to Thank each and everyone of you that have been so kind to me, I know I have been a mess for a long time

Love and Hugs to all