I got so afraid that I called to get into see a doctor. My health anxiety is through the roof, so I need to get checked out. I'm still very afraid, but I feel like maybe I'm doing something rather than waiting to die. I can get my medical issue checked out and hopefully get something for my anxiety. They initially said 3-10 weeks to get in, but the person doing the actual schedule had a time for me next week. I hope I can make it. At the very least, I'll know what my situation is. I'm either really dying and will have confirmation or I'm not and will get myself fixed. The anxiety is the least of my worries, but it's the worst of my pain. Weird.

Also weird is that my overall mental and physical state seems to have improved. Maybe as a result of this?

On a plus note my friend should be back from their trip out of town, so if I need them to take my dogs they should be able to.