I am sorry you have had so much abuse at a young age. and are still getting abused by trolls on line. If it is happening on these board I hope you contacted the support team here or block them.
I have lost 2 friends on the internet, poof they stopped posting, it hurts when you have a long term relationship. Sorry that you lost one IRL. That hurts even more.
maybe she will apologize and you can make up????
tell me again have you thought about a different therapist one who deals with trauma? Your past hurts effect you still.
said out of care,
bizi