I am not going to see you for four weeks. This is the longest break I've had from seeing you in a long time! Work will have started up again and I really hope (I should pray as well) that everything will be all right with that. Sometimes my anxiety comes back and although it's only a 3 out of a 10 in terms of duration, intensity and frequency, it still comes up. I wish it wouldn't.

Four weeks is not a long time, but sometimes during the day, I wonder what I will do without seeing you for weeks. Four weeks!

I love you, Doctor. A lot of the pain and anger is gone now. Who would I be today if it weren't for you? I can't totally imagine. You've done a fantastic job. A miracle.