I still haven’t heard back from my doctor. I could just be expecting things too early. I haven’t received a shipping email either from EBay. So far I’ve taken one Valium. I’ve gone about 24 hours without any Geodon but I’m trying to make it to tonight when I should be taking it. I may take the 20 earlier though. I slept good last night. I did wake up around 1:40 and I thought I’d be up for good. I placed an online order for pickup Saturday afternoon then I kind of just forced myself to go back to sleep. I was only up for maybe 20 minutes. Today I’m just hanging out and on again. I am still cutting back on going out. My therapist thinks I’m a bit paranoid. I should be good unless I’m asymptomatic from my massless lake trip since it was about 2 weeks ago.

I’ve been very organized lately. Not sure if it’s a mania or an OCD thing or if I just like to be a neat freak. I even eat cereal and ramen out of bowls that say literally say “cereal” and “ramen” on them.

I’m not concerned about any of this OCD or mania stuff. I really am just focusing on getting some news from my doctor. I read a brochure my doctor gave me about hysterectomies. It wasn’t anything exciting just about the type of surgery he is doing and how it will be done.