It's natural to be dependent on a person who is a source of help. I've just started a planned break of two weeks, and the only way I'm coping with it is to have a plan for how I am going to use the time that I won't have sessions to make progress.
It has opened up an opportunity for me to do an exercise that I would put off/not be able to do in our normal gap between sessions.
Could you perhaps write a letter to your T, like in the Dear T thread, and 'keep up the dialogue' that way?
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