Still no call or email. Today wasn’t great. With the med screwup from yesterday I ended up taking 100mil of Geodon around 11:30. Then I got tired and hungry. I just woke up from a nap. I feel like this is actually my pms now. It feels like it’s more there then it was a few days before even though it should be over now.

I just feel very weird today and I’m not exactly sure why. I’m going to ask my mom to hide my meds now. I’ve already felt like I was going to pass out a few times because my heart was racing so fast, and I think it’s med related.