I honestly think these last 2 days were pretty much med related. I took an extra 20 Geodon tonight so I can get back on track tomorrow. I had 3 left when I called the pharmacy but they had to contact the doctor and it took a few days. A 3 month supply was only $45 with my new insurance. Before it would have been at least $60. I can’t remember ever running out like this to the point things get so screwed up. But anyways I took the 80’s apart today but still pretty much around the same time. I had tried the 20 first but I had already gone so long without any geodon at all. I fell asleep for over an hour this afternoon between 1 and 2. My mom got Popeyes for lunch. My mom gave me my 3 Valium throughout the day. I didn’t take any extra of those. So my body is getting adjusted to just the 3 a day of instead of 4 or 5 a day. I did take a few melatonin tonight, about 4 zzqul gummies and 2 regular 10 mil melatonin. I’m not sure how much that actually is. I also took a zofran for nausea. The zofran is helping. The melatonin is not. But the 20 Geodon is making me feel more stable then I was earlier today. I drank some peppermint hot chocolate which helped my stomach. I’m also drinking a ginger sprite. I ate some steamed zucchini and green beans for dinner. I’m hoping tommrow goes better since I got my meds fixed tonight.

I took another very hot Vicks Vapor bath salt bath this afternoon and I got a shipping notice from Amazon about some stuff I ordered last night. That will be here on Friday. So at least something is coming.