My sister and I are close.
I have few friends, melissa here in lafayette.
one on-line friend I am close to but she lives

way far away but we send emails to each other every day.
I have friendly people that are like grandparents,
my clients.
So I am not lonely, it is just so hard making new friends.

I don't think I am a very good friend. I am not
reliable, my friend melissa lost her son to Kratum
over dose. I missed the services and backed out
of a wedding celebration because of anxiety.

I offered to pay for our meals she declined but
was grateful for the offer.
I am too intense of a listener, it scares people

away from me.
There is now a cubby hole at sandras the health

food store that I frequent everyday. So I have
made some acquaintances. one guy his name is

bill. We are friends on facebook and talk, well he
does most of the talking. Which I like because I
have a terrible memory to remember things like

names places I have visited. I am not a good
conversationalist. I work with the elderly and

they tell me the same stories and are easy to talk to.
people my own age, not so much.
bizi