So Sorry for what you've been through! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about being So Sorry that you're going through this and glad to see you here. i Hope you'll feel better really soon as i hope for everyone. Please do update us if possible if you want to. Be Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @whatever2013, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!