So Sorry for what you're going through! Please Do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about getting in court if you haven't already of course. Life without Family can be tough but if it is not possible to see your children at least try to Rebuild your Life. Please do not get that discouraged. You are stronger than you yourself think i think. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @captaineo, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!