I don't have to tell any of you that marriage is more about what you can tolerate than anything else.
There are times when you want to leave that person and times when you think you can never let go of them.
And sometimes there are times when you discover something extremely shocking and you know things will never be the same ever again. The question you have to ask yourself is "do I stay or do I go?"?

Last night I was just goofing around on the internet and was chatting with friends. I don't know why but I thought I would check out this website my husband was on that he had mentioned to me about a year ago. I remember his screen name so I checked it out. Bad idea. Very bad idea. The first thing I noticed was that under marital status, he just left it blank. He denies he was married and he denied me. Then it got worse. I noticed he joined a singles group.

I am so done with him but I need him. I have to be driven to my Ketamine appointments, I'm not allowed to drive. For good reason. I don't have anyone else. He provides the food and the shelter and all that goes with it. I am 100% disabled. I get a small check from SSI every month. It pays my medical bills. I can't live off of it though.