I’m feeling ok today I guess. I got my shot last night right at 5:30 and then I took my 2 80 Geodons right after that and I fell asleep almost immediately. I had taken my melatonin around 4. I didn’t have any of my bad med OD thoughts the way I usually do on Saturday nights. So switching things around is helping. This set up is working well but I am waking up pretty early. These last couple days I woke up at 3:30. Which isn’t bad if I had to work. So maybe I’m doing things right for the long term future.

My mom and I are going to hang up my posters and pictures today. She’s also getting something from Walmart so I can hang up my hats. I have 5 baseball hats and one winter hat. I only really wear one though. It’s pretty grubby and probably doesn’t smell the best. But it’s my favorite and I wear it everywhere even in the house sometimes.

I try to keep things as neat and organized and off the floor as possible. I actually got the idea of hanging up my hats this morning from a back to college commercial. Now that I have my echo and TV set up my room is looking pretty nice. It will look even better with the pictures and posters up.

I went through my closet and dresser last week and I got rid of a lot of stuff. Now all my jeans and pants fit into my dresser and my shirts hang on the bottom rack and all my hoodies are hung up on the top rack.

My 3 (or is he 4?) year old cat acts like a puppy. He likes to chew on things. Especially plastic food bags like the bags that apples come in. I went into the kitchen today and found little teeth marks all over a bag of something I got yesterday. I wonder if he’d use a chew toy. If they even make them for cats.

I tend to become passive aggressive when I am creeped out by someone’s strange behavior. My unprofessional therapist would do sessions with her eyes closed and I asked her one time if she was falling asleep. I think it’s just a defense mechanism I have. I’ve been the same way since I was 12 with other people who have been strange towards me.