I thought of her today when I was listening to this song called Black And White movies by Andrew McMahon In The Wilderness. The part that reminds me of her is the part that goes “do you ever rewind to the summer you knew me?”

Because last summer was such a **** show because of my transition and all the emails and stuff and I honestly strongly believe she does rewind back to that summer sometimes.

I don’t think she’s forgotten about me. Or will. The therapists and other people I’ve run into since leaving them or moving on have always remembered me when I’ve encountered them again.

My mom says I shouldn’t forget her, because she helped me out so much. Especially last summer when I had no idea what was happening to my body and my mind and she was the only one I could talk to about it.