I don’t know if I should be concerned or not. That dark black spot on the bottom of my foot started hurting last night and now the area around it is red and it hurts to move my ankle too and it hurts a bit to walk on it. I think I see the dermatologist later this week. I always worry though and everything always turns out ok. I’ll have my mom look at it when she wakes up. She’s always been a great judge when it comes to emergency’s like this. Well except the time when I was 9 she didn’t take me to the ER or doctor when I had an odd summer bug and I ended up with a 104 degree fever. Also she didn’t take me to the doctor when I was 12 and I had severe right side pain for 6 days and I was puking and stuff. When I was an adult I’d bring it up and all she would say was “well did you die?” No, but a medical record of these things would have helped greatly. When I was in treatment centers when I was 13-17 I’d get the same stuff they’d be like “well you don’t have a history of it so we can’t get you checked out.” And I’d tell them I do have a history of it but my mom just didn’t take me to the doctor. Yeah that sounded like a huge lie to them, but it was true.

But now my mom takes things seriously. I don’t want to ignore it but I don’t want to be admitted to the hospital either. I think if there’s something legit there and it hurts then I assume they’d have to remove it.