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12:06 PM

Crashing.

Frustration-tolerance way down low again. Was short with my dog. Told her to go away... And she did it! I've had her for eight years and never told her to go away so i didn't expect anything but she has slunk into the bedroom, leaving me alone as i wish.

I worked out on the Scoop, just ten minutes until i get stronger, it works muscles you don't use in everyday life, so it's quite a challenge. It's for fitness of course but also for improving balance as i have fallen three times recently.

I 'm doing two loads of laundry, tidied all the smothered surfaces in here, did one load of dishes, popped a batch of low-cal popcorn as my weigh-in was shi!!y this morning and am pooped and it's not even 1p.

I feel kind of aggressive and violent. Just so frustrated with the unpleasantness yesterday then this morning my neighbor rejected me to go run off and be with another neighbor, then all this effing strenuous work.

Won't act on it, but the feeling is there.

The online friendship imploding was the catalyst for all this bu!!$hit.

Don't know why i let myself get involved that way, was doing fine before.

Well, depression-time. I've made it later in the Summer than ever before, so it's still a sign of good things to come and i will just have to be warier of relationships in the future, online or IRL.

Hugs,

Sweet Jane.